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I love you.

In a crazy, inconvenient, can't-sleep-can't-eat-can't-breathe-without-you kind of way. It's like finding out that a cloud is a soft smushy pillow and I am hovering way above them. It's like catching Santa delivering your presents under the tree on Christmas night. It's like the Easter Bunny and a basketful of eggs. It's like all those Disney movies right smack in my twisted reality. You are everything I hoped for. You are every piece of childhood dream I had for a prince. You are mine.

Until today.

When doubts and troubles are clouding my vision. When decisions have to be made. When my worth to you is the very essence of my question. When I am unsure and shaken.

All I want is for you to keep me still and steady, a sliver of reassurance, and perhaps even a whisper to calm me. Maybe I am making a very big mistake. I do not want to let you go but right is right and wrong is wrong.

Everything is now hanging in the balance...